My feet are cold.

Well today was interesting, very interesting if I say so myself. I received good news and bad news from the same person and I don't know if I should be happy or sad?

Okay, seeing that if I try to put my day into code sentence the people (my readers) if any of them do actually read my blog. They probably won't understand it. So here it goes. I'll actually say everything. And I don't care really if he reads this or not, or if my parents finds out about this blog and reads this particular post. I just want to write about it, because I enjoy writing or typing. Whatever you call it.

Sooo..here goes. I broke up with him. We broke up. It's over. There's no more us. No more " yeah, he's mine" or "yeah, she's mine" No more " name calls like 'baby', sweet talks on YM, cute phone calls after school, cute randomly texts at anytime of the day where he says i love you "

DANG. I would totally miss all of them but I'm happy that I'm not with him anymore. Either way, I knew in somehow that we weren't going to last forever. Forever seems such a long word and I don't believe in those forever kind of love at this early youth age. He wasn't the perfect boyfriend and neither was I... the perfect girlfriend. But really. Is anyone actually perfect?
We both didn't try to make the relationship work which is what I thought led us to our break up.

I would love to trash-talk him but I know that won't do anything, for me or for him. Theres bad things about him which may be some reasons why our relationship lead to a break up. Theres no
perfect guy out there, is there?

If only there was....

I am going to miss him. Just like the rest of my ex's we're going to be good friends:) I know it <3

Okay...

so I'm single. I have no one to be crazy about. And I'm happy. Last few days of 2009 well..it wasn't that great. But I'm going to make the best of it in the next decade. 2010. Who ever's with me... say "I"

Yours truly,

Jomarie ;xo