Dear favourite internet friend.
I miss our late midnight chats on YM. I miss us talking. Basically, I miss you. I want to apologize for getting scared on what happened last year, and quickly...typical me. Running and hiding as far as possible, hoping and wishing that nothing happened and would just ignore the whole situation. But at the end, my decision was rational and yourself and me both got hurt. I miss the way that we could like basically talk about anything. You were like my cyber-best-friend. We could talk for hours and hours and hours and never get bored. You were like my other half. You completed me in someway, and you felt the same way. We completed each other. It was beautiful what we had. But I'm sorry for ruining it. And now, we rarely talk. I know you're invisible and I'm pretty sure you know I'm invisible on YM. But neither one of us has the enough courage to start a conversation because we both know the result. Disappointment.
Jomarie ; xoxo
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