It's sad to say or even think, that I'm starting to lose my feelings for Moy. We both have some faults towards our relationship but it's hard to love someone when you forgot the reason why you fell for them in the first place. It's scary to even think, what if the past 8 months that we've been together was all for nothing. The life experiences that we've went through gone out the window, because 'we' didn't work out. I truly deeply love him with all my heart, but our sparks, chemistry, relation. It's going down. What's harder is that we even tried to force ourselves on being okay. But deep down, we both know we're not. We both changed. We're not the same people anymore that was introduced in a party in June 2011. It's sad because I really thought and hoped that he's the one. Maybe he is, but at the moment. At this precise moment, I'm losing my feelings for him. Maybe it's because we rarely get to see each other, maybe not? or maybe we're just not meant to be. It's frustrating because in the last 8 months, I've been putting ideas into my head about happy endings, love, future plans, families. It's weird, what if I'm with the wrong person and the right one is still out there looking for me. We're both not perfect so there is literally no point, pointing out his and mine mistakes. We've both made a lot of mistakes for sure, but sometimes...I'm just tired of him.
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