Wow. It's so weird being back on this. I haven't been blogging much due to personal reasons, so apologize to anyone who actually was, or is still reading my blog. It's been what...8 months since my last post? and I can honestly say that things are pretty much the same. Same shit, just different day.
Tomorrow is St. Patrick's day. The day where nearly half or probably 3/4 of the population in Ireland will probably wake up with a hungover on Monday morning after March 17. I pray to god that tomorrow will be a good day. I just want to enjoy Paddy's day and not be sad. I want to take lots of pictures and laugh and smile and eat lots of food. Is that so much to ask for.
Things hasn't really been good between me and Moy. I hate to admit it but ever since our first Anniversary it's pretty much been down hill, with a few ups here and then. What's our problem? Is a question I would like to be answered. I can't even recall a week where we hadn't fight, because lately it's almost every day and if not, every week. Is that even a relationship? If you keep on fighting and hurting each other? Cos I'm pretty sure it's not.
But in other news, I'm in sixth year right now. My last year in Highschool and I really cannot wait to graduate and get away from the people in my school. Start new and I'm really excited but scared at the same time for college life. I plan and hopefully will study multimedia in DCU. If you want to know what multimedia is well....it's a hard word to explain. Only a person who wants to do multimedia will understand what multimedia is. lol. But in order to do my dream goal, I need to reach atleast over 450 points in the Leaving Cert which lately I'm starting to doubt myself if I can achieve it. We just had our mocks and I'm too ashamed to say how much points I got. I'm asian. Asian parents are strict about education and well, they just really want me to do my best and be the best? It's hard being an asian, and yes the stereotypical asian. As in...."don't talk to me until you're a doctor" type of asian.
I'm joking.
I have to mention, after 4 years, I finally get to go back home to Philippines! I' am just super excited because I get to see my Lola and Lolo and my cousins and relatives. People who live abroad and has no relatives near them will understand what it feels like to be going home to their home country. And it feels great. I'm sure everyone has changed because 4 years is long. Too long. I get to stay in the Philippines with my dad for 7 weeks. It's sad though, my mom and my sister can stay for a month only due to their work holidays. And I guess it'ill just be me and my dad for my 19th birthday. But what the hell. IT'S MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES.
Anyway, it's weird being back on this site again. I have to be honest that I swapped my online blogging diary to a written journal diary (book-style). I felt like an actual writter with a pen on my hand, but typing is just the same. Even better.
So this is it. That's my update. For now anyway. I won't be gone long, but who knows when I'll be back on this blog again. Till next time! xo
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