Open Eyes.

Saw New Moon again. For the third time, and to be honest, it didn't have the thrill and excitement I had when I first saw New Moon a week ago. But still. I did have a lot of fun going and seeing the movie with my friends. I love this time of the year in shops and malls...because Christmas is here. You can smell Christmas! I love this feeling, the excitement. It's nearly December. And the excitement is in me waiting for Christmas and New Year. Ohmy. New Year. Another year. A New Year. This year went by so fast. Now instead of writting 2009 we'd all be soon writting 2010. haha. But yet, looking back at this year I don't know if it was a good year or a bad? So many things has happened. I've met a lot of great people. I think I've changed a lot this year and I changed for the good. I have done some things which I am absolutely not proud of. And also I've done things that I said to myself before that I would never do it. But I'm suprised by myself that I actually did. But it's my choice and some choices I made in life is what actually got me here. I know I can't go back in life and change my decisions..because no one at the moment has invented a time machine yet. haha. Life ain't that great. But Life ain't that horrible either. You go through many things in life. Good moments and bad moments...and it's hard to decide if your life is wonderful or horrible.

Well..today. I realised something. I'm not an open person. Some people call me their best-friend but yet again I rarely tell them anything about me. We have good times together but yet, they know nothing about me. I'm not open to much people, only to people who I know will be there for me whenever I need them. And I appreciate them very much. I probably can only trust a few of my friends with my life. And that's all really. I don't want or need people to pretend being my friend that's just a waste of time.

Today, I wish I was back in time where I was still in primary and didn't have that much homework not like these days where work is being piled on me where ever I turn. I really absolutely hate JUNIOR CERT. Let's get this done with.

Amen to that :)

Adios amigo.

Jomarie
xo