I hate it when people think the worst in you. They think that you are a failure. I hate it when they think you can't do anything. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I absolutely hate it.
But it's sorta a good thing, that it's your chance..to prove to them wrong. YOU CAN DO IT.
Okay, the next few words, or sentences that I will say may be harsh. And if you chose to continue on reading, I have to say...It is just what I think and what I feel. Unless you know what it's like to be in my shoes dealing with this person. Please. No hating
"She's such a hypocrite. Giving out to me, scaring me, telling me information that she thinks I don't already know? I do know it. I only have one week left to finish all of my projects. It's not her freakin' problem. SO BACK OFF. It's not like she hasn't done this. Leave something in the last minute. I know she does this, and look, I don't say anything. Because it's her business not mine. I don't tell her "oh, it's due in tomorrow, why aren't you doing anything? When will you start? Do you have time? You won't get this done. You're gonna fail. SO HA" Hello. I KNOW THE STUFF. I'm the student here who's going to do the exam. Not her. So why is she worrying? I know she doesn't care...because if she does. She would probably not nag or think negative towards me, or I'm not sure. Maybe be nicer to me?
She reads my blog, so I know she's going to read this. It's better to say it here, written...than using my voice because there is absolutely no point talking to her about this. She would just walk alway and just ignore this whole scenario..as always..with every other problem we have. She walks away, so mature. COME AND TALK. I rather talk, but she just leaves it. I don't know..maybe she can't speak to me? say whats on her mind? Maybe theres no point speaking, because she knows I'M RIGHT and she just doesn't want to admit defeat? I don't know whats the problem with her. She's just so annoying. Butting into my life, making me worry more. LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE. You said you won't help, so why are you getting into my business. If you are getting into this business...HELP for goodness sake!
I will prove her wrong, and to anyone who thought that I won't be able to do this. Well mostly it's only her, because she's the only one who thinks the worst in me. Well she really cannot say much. Her life is not that great either. BUT seriously...LEAVE me alone. Don't you already have problems with your life? Fix them first, then you can butt into mine. Because I can't take you advice in life when your life is not that great. Sorry, but it's the truth.
HAVE FAITH IN ME. I WILL BE ABLE TO DO THIS
Read this, Get mad at me. Shout at me. I don't care. We both made a promise that we can talk about each other, in each other's blog. Sooo...no hating"
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Okay, that felt good to let all of that out. I'm sorry, if you have a bad impression on me. Please, keep a bare open opinion about this post. No hating <333
I'm not judging, I understand.
ReplyDeleteBut... who is it? A "friend" or something?
xx,
~Abby~
yeah, I hate when people don't have faith in you either, it totally sucks :(
ReplyDeleteSometimes it's best to let it all out. I hope things end up okay. :)
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate! Don't worry, I won't judge/hate you.
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