Everyone has these memories in there head that they want to forget. And people might disagree saying that it's wrong to erase memories because they are part of who you are and it is how you became..well...you.
I have these painful regertful memories, and whenever I think about it I feel like I'm the most horrible person in the world. It just lowers my self-esteem. I very much try not to think about it...but I don't know how. It just somehow comes up and pops into my head. Weird. And I then, try to think about happy thoughts, like what makes me happy but those horrible memories is just too big that it's strong enough to destroy them happy thoughts in my head. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I wish my memories was stored in a filing cabinet. And I can lock up all my good and bad memories in a different cabinet where I, myself have the only key to open them. Where I fairly, decide to never open up my bad memories cabinet ever again.
pffttttt. Like that could happen,
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