This sucks.

It's clear to me now what you're priorities are this Christmas. Knowing that you would rather go to the gym then spend the day with me. It sucks. I know there's an offer with your member card, typical me. Always saying "It's fine. I understand" To be honest dude, what can I understand. We won't be together on Christmas or the day after that or the day after that. And you'll be off to the UK for a couple of days. Whats wrong with spending the day at home with me. Is it that bad? That you rather chose to go to the gym. You gave me the choice, if  I wanted you here tomorrow in my house. But you already said you're decision. You said "I chose the gym" I'm hardly going to make you go somewhere else when I already know what you're decision is. What I hate most about this is that I don't have the courage to say this to you. I have to write it here in blogspot. And hope, that you'll see this. In time? if not. Then there's probably no point. I promise myself, I will never be those typical needy girlfriends. But come on, it's Christmas. Where's the love.