I wish.

Don't you ever think that your missing out something in life?

I do.

I know exactly what I'm missing out on....because of that one person.
I don't want to point out fingers and start putting on the blames. Who knows, when I get to their age I might understand what they are actually saying and what their opinions might be, but yet at the moment at my age. I don't understand.

So why the hell not?

I wish....
I can say absolutely everything and anything to that person on what I really think about everything she says. Some may be nasty but it's for her own good. She needs to know. I want her to know. She just blocks her ears and never listens to anyone's opinions or thoughts. She thinks she's right and whenever she's wrong. She never accepts it. She controls my life. And I don't like it. Like who in the world have the right to control me? No-one. No-one should be told on how to live their life. It's just not fair.

I don't want to say the real problem. And I will never say what the actual problem is.

I'm sorry.

Love;
Jomarie
xo