Anger, frustration, hurt, disappointed is all that I'm feeling right now. Why does he not care. Why am I always feeling worthless and useless to him. I dont feel like a girlfriend or a best friend or even a friend to him. Why does he says all the perfect things and yet never does them or mean them when he says it. This blog has been constantly about my feelings, emotions and shit for Moy and this really needs to change. I am tired, constantly feeling like shit because I'm not that imporant to him anymore. This relationship literally doesnt have any trust. He doesn't trust me I dont't trust him.
He's always lying, making up excuses, breaking promises. And me? Well I kissed a guy on my Graduation night. I guess that's fair since I did that, I should be treated like I'm nothing in the relationship. Fanfuckingtastic.
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