And my dreams fall off the cliff.

I hate 2010.

I thought it would be good. A new good year for me. It was a good start for me though, but I have a feeling that I know what the ending of it will be for me.

Yesterday was like literally "Doom's Day" for me. My school report card finally arrived. I wasn't to keen on for my parents to open the letter. Well, heres a secret...i open'd my report card before my parents got to do it themselves. Yes. I know the trick on opening envelopes and sealing them again just like the way it was before it was open. That's how sneeky I am around my parents. Should I feel guilty? Maybe so. But yet, I just wanted to find out my results. Not like I didn't know them already...just wanted to make sure if my results were that bad or yeah, I did bad, but it was just that I had a bad day.

My results were that bad. I failed science. Just only 3% off to the grade of passing. My god. I hate science and scence hates me. Anyway, my results we're absolutely that bad, that my parents were thinking about taking my laptop away from me. When they said those words..."I think we should take away the laptop away from you" My throat started to dry up and I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and jump on the table and shout "NOOOOOOO" and then jump of the table and quickly run to my laptop and take it away from me and run away with it, somewhere far away where my paren'ts can't separate me and my laptop. That just sounded sooo stupid and cheesy, but hey. My love for my laptop is real. haha.

Anyway, yesterday. I didn't get to go on the internet at all. Which felt like hell for me. No facebook, bebo, YM, or blogspot the whole day? That was just torture for me. I had to study my ass off. Which is sorta good, because I need to minimize my internet time.

And here I am. On the laptop...because my parents went to bed early. Awesome yes.

Just wanted to say that some people in my life are two face'd betch.
Thats all. And I'm working on how to get rid of them in my life. So far, it's hard because we were such good friends. But now, it's a different situation.

Well...

I'm off to dream about...

adios. ;xo