I went over to my best-friends house today to comfort her about her problems and brought over some of the best Ben and Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice-cream. Yeaaa. the Ben and Jerry's didn't really have an affect on her, as she only took 2 spoons of the ice-cream and gave most of it to me.I hate seeing my best-friend miserable, as she said she cried herself to sleep lastnight. I know she LOVES Ben and Jerry's and she has never once declined Ben and Jerry's until today. You have no idea how much she's hurting right now and I feel sad and useless because I don't know what else I can do to make everything better for her. Her whole world is crumbling down all because of that one boy. I just sometimes wishes that she wasn't all naive and made stupid and sudden decisions...because that's what brought her up to this point. She cried her heart out today on my shoulder, and I repeatedly said "It's okay, everything will be fine" knowing at that point, the truth. It will not be fine. She can't undo her past, even though I know her, she probably won't even change anything about her past even if she had the chance to. Her actions in the past is whats making her feel miserable at this precise moment. I don't really know what to do now. I feel like I'm an older sister to her even though she's a few months older than me. I'm always looking out for her. Knowing her so well that I know what's she's capable of doing things to herself. I just wish she doesn't do anything stupid to herself. I'm worried that this pain she's going through will make her do something that she will regret in the future.
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