Another chinky morning for me tomorrow...

I hate going to sleep with a lot of things on my mind. Especially for a girl with just so much to think about and to clear things through. Is everything my fault? Is that why we're like this? What can I do to change it? Is there even a way to change it? I'm tired of crying. I'm going to have red chinky bulging eyes tomorrow morning. Not a great way to start the second semester of school. I just wish my mind and my heart will work together and join for the sake of my happiness. I just wish everything will be okay. Goodnight.