I'm sick and tired of fighting with him. But the fear of letting them go is scary....
I've noticed in myself that it's always me, who starts the fights and the quarrels. I always somehow find a reason to start an argument and I hate the way that I'm like this. I don't know why but the little things he says and does quickly switches on my moods and puts me into a horrible negativity attitude. I get mad at him so much but 5 minutes later I want to say sorry to him. Why am I like this. To be honest I have no idea what to do. I want him in my future, I want him. Always have always will, but I don't think the fighting and the arguing I can keep up with anymore.
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