I don't know why but I have a feeling that everything I expect today at this exact moment in life will be completely different in the future. I won't believe it until I see it. It's scary because you don't know the future, anything can happen. So pretty much what is the point of hoping and dreaming about the future when you know that chances are it might not even come true. Although it would be nice, but being realistic here. That's just how life rolls. Usually, what you want. You won't get. What you don't want. You'll get.