This weekend...
To start off, I watched Breaking Dawn with him yesterday. If I remembered correctly, the night before he promised that he wasn't going to be late. He even said to me, that he was going to be there before me. But he had an excuse, so everyone knows...once you have an excuse. You're off the hook. I was a bit still annoyed with him, after what he said that night before with the "We should not get used to talking to each other everyday" and then being late, which he promised. Emphasis on the word promise as literally, though he had an excuse. He still broke the promise.
Well I'm not going to lie, Breaking Dawn was not very satisfying. Edward Cullen was was still a perfect boyfriend/husband as usual. Jacob still has that jaw dropping hot body. But still it was lacking something...oh yes. Part II. That night with him ended perfectly, walking along my estate showing him my school. Waiting for the bus in the cold wind. But hey, I couldn't complain really.
Sunday, today. I so badly wanted to see him. I didn't care what we would do. I just wanted to spend this Sunday with him. For once, I didn't have any homework to do on a Sunday. And I asked him if he wanted to go down to the city, and watched turn on the Christmas lights. He did say yes. But in his tone and the way he talked to me on the phone...it was not rocket science to figure out that he didn't want to go. Why didn't he just said it in the first place. So at the end, I just that I didn't want to go anymore. And he agreed. I'm not going to lie, I was a bit disappointed. I thought he would have wanted to spend the day with me. Fight for the chance to spend just even 5 minutes with me or what, because I sure would have. But I know he didn't want to go. It was cold, he said. Well obviously. It's Ireland and it's Winter. What more do you expect from the Winter of Ireland. I didn't want to force him to get out from his warm bed just to watch the Christmas lights being turned on in the City. He said that it'll be pointless because afterwards I'll have to go home then. He's right. It probably would have been pointless...but it's Christmas. It's the beginning of Christmas. It would have been nice to experienced the turning on of the Christmas lights...especially with him. But what can we do now. Nothing.
Tonight my family and I are gonna put up the Christmas Tree and decorations in my house. So I didn't get to see the Christmas lights being turned on in the City. But atleast I'll see it tonight. In my house.
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