Don't you just sometimes ever wonder about the things in your life...
You begin to wonder with the two words. "What if......"
Everyone probably says that they don't regret anything in life, because changing them might probably not get you where you are right now. I just finished watching Desperate Housewives. The episode where all the characters look'd back in their lives and into their futures on what the possibilities could have happened if they have taken on a different road than the one that they have chosen. Well here I am...doing the same.
What if....I hadn't broken up with him. Gosh. It sucks knowing the posibilities of what could have happened? It's been a year since we've broken up, and over that year I've learnt from my mistakes, I've grown, and became more mature. I can be truly and honestly say this to myself...that I regret breaking up with P.
He's been with other girls over the year, and really..I've been fine with it. To be honest, I actually didn't care what or who he was with. He even went out with a close friend of mine. And I was totally fine with them during the time. But now, he's with this new girl. I don't know why...but I'm so freakin' jealous.
"Theres Plenty of fishes in the sea. Yeaaa. But I want that fish"
You don't really appreciate the things you have until you've lost it.

Jomarie! I agree with you. I'm sorry you feel this way. I broke up with my ex about 8 months ago. Sometimes, I wish I didn't but most of the time, I'm happy I did. We still talk though.
ReplyDeleteYou deserve better anyway.
Stay beautiful!
Maybe, now, after all of this time, you just want him back.
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~Abby~
Definitely agree with you. and cute picture at the end :)
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