Out in a flash.

WHOAAAA.

I haven't been on blogpost for a while now so excuse me for my absence. Anyway, a lot has happened in those days.

Since my mocks has finish, I'm back to school. We got most of our results from the mocks and to be honest...I'm not happy with them, majority of them were C's. And I'm not proud of that to say it to my friends and most importantly my parents. Theres only one subject I failed though. Science. Yes. A big fat 31% on my science papers. I'm afraid to go to my parents and tell them the result, because who knows what they're going to do. They might be definetely this time taking away my laptop for the benefit of my studying. And if they are going to take it. I think theres no choice but for them to take it. I'm not going to stand in the way because I think I have definetely got a wake up call. I NEED TO FOCUS. I'm scared on telling them...but I don't want to leave it long enough not telling them because one way or another, they're going to find out with the results being sent home in a letter in a few weeks time.

Ohyeah, today was interesting. Everyday since like November I have been curling my hair everyday to school. And naturally, my hair is flat straight. And it's been a while since my friends has seen my hair straight. So today, out of the bloom...I didn't curl my hair. I don't know why, an adraenaline rush maybe? Not curling it for a change. So I just took a shower and dried it and went out doing nothing with my hair. The minute I stepped into the school ground nearly EVERYONE noticed my straight hair and started complimenting it. They see my hair beautiful and shiny. Even my English teacher said that my hair was beautiful. I didn't even do anything to it and yet they see that my hair soft, perfectly straight and beautifully shiny. Someone even said I should be a Hair-model for a shampoo or something because they said my hair is perfect for the job. That just literally made my day. As in...it gave me something to smile about after everything going through in school. But it was a bit weird, I couldn't actually handle the attention because everyone was feeling my hair. I hated the attention. All eyes on me (hair). It was just awkward for me to say to everyone thankyou like a billion times to the people who complimented my hair.

What else happened....

emmmmmmmmmmmm........theres a party tonight. Excited. OHYES.! My home-ec practical exam has finally arrived. Well the choice in what I'm going to be making anyway. My task is to make a main course from any culture I want and make a dish out from it. So really I think I'm super lucky as some of my friends got harder tasks than me. I'm a bit scared though, usually I'm cooking with a partner but now it's all on my own. And I don't know if I can do it. I'm sure I can but at the moment I'm having my doubts.

I started making my art puppet. What I'm doing is a bird thats wearing a black and white suit. With a big enourmous male black hat. It's part of my Art project, and tomorrow we have an art exam on where my art teacher will examine everything so far that we've done for the project and she's going to grade us. What I'm afraid for is that I haven't done anything! As in literally nothing. I basically started my whole poster again because I didn't like my original. My back up work is pretty much sheets of paper which is probably at the bottom of my bag and I haven't done any work for my puppet yet except for the clay in which she's probably not going to be impress since it's nothing like a bird.

what to do? what to do? what to do? what to do?

A bit of a bad news...for me. My maths teacher decided that we needed an extra class for maths since we are so way behind on our coursework that she's giving up her free time after school on Thursday that she's staying back in school just to teach us more maths. How fun is that. Maths after school. Yipeeeeeee :(

So I might go now. I have tons of homework that has to be done by the end of 6 because I'm going to a party. Thats what I need. A party. Need to get away from all of this and just lay back and have fun.

I'm out. Sorry if I wrote too much. I wanted to put in a picture but pictures at the moment for me on my post won't currently work. Don't know what/how to fix it and I'm not bothered.

So I'm out.

xoxo